flist cut (basically everyone) & deleted twitter

to anyone who hasn't been paying attention to my tweets and lj entries - i'm fucking miserable where i am right now
so i cut off everyone because i feel like i have no friends anywhere. and with my rl friends several hours away from me + with actual social lives, the internet is the only place i can vent my ~~~emo thoughts and feelings (lj+twitter) which are obviously super private

to be honest, i do like/care about a lot of you all, though i think for the most part the feeling isn't mutual
but in any case, if for whatever reason you surprisingly want to add me back in either place - my new twitter is unoriginally enough @twofucksinlust and ofc my lj is here

or else, this is more shit to talk about w/ your real friends & you can feel free to defriend me

to the people who graciously commented on my last entry, thank you, though i know two or three of you don't really care for me that much, thank you anyway for at least trying to do something nice